New Beginning

I was healthy, contented, in love and happy! Never did I know there was something deep inside my body trying to take them away.


One day, I just woke up feeling the indescribable pain all over my back. Those pains (from light to moderate to serious) kept me awake most of the day and all night. The needles (small and big) I used to hate became one of my allies. And it was so hard to contemplate what was wrong. Even the doctors were flustered and screwed up a bit. It wasn't typical, indeed.


Yes, I was too disappointed and even asked myself what I had done to suffer like that. Sadness enveloped my whole being at the beginning, but as time went by I had realized how blessed I was for having those people who never turned their back on me during my hardest struggle. Family, relatives, friends, classmates, schoolmates, colleagues and neighbors were one just to help and save me. For that, I still considered myself  blessed. Weren't I?


While I was under medication, I thought the pains would be all over. But then there it was! The man I loved and cared the most shut me out of his life. There was nothing more painful than the emotional pains I had while still trying to recover from those physical torments I just had. What else could I do?


Through the comforts and love of my family and friends, I just resisted everything and embraced each single day with the thoughts, "He's up there. He won't forsake me. This day will be over soon and tomorrow will be a better and a brighter one." 

Phew! It was not easy for me, but I'd vanquished and carried on my journey in this called life. My new beginning!